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This isn’t how it is for me. i’ve never wanted to be a princess, it never really interested me. But since Sir showed me what it feels like to be His princess, i don’t want anything else.

(Source: charmzdoll, via daddys-doll)

i just had scrambled eggs with tomatoes and toast and and ketchup i feel so happy because my tummy is so full ^___^

If this is how You feel towards me when i make food for You then You must love me a lot more than i thought :3　

Today i really miss You. It’s been warm all day. If You were here i could put your hand on my forehead and it would cool me down.

i made pasta with tuna today. i know You would have liked it. No one thinks my food is as tasty as You do. It made me sad to sit on the chair alone and eat. 

Whenever You are not here even when i am doing small things i just want You to be there. Whenever i am doing anything i can imagine just what You’d do if You were there too.

i hate when You leave. When i got home from the airport and my back was still hurting from falling down the stairs (lol ;_;) i was lying down on the sofa. And i knew exactly what You would do if You were there. i knew exactly where You would sit and exactly where You would put Your hands on me and exactly how You would look at me.

Sometimes knowing You so well makes me a lot more sad than i would be if i didn’t. It’s not a bad thing, it’s a good thing and it makes me so happy to know so much about You. But it makes me miss You so much when You are gone.

It’s already been 6 weeks since i saw You last. i remember pointing at an empty queue so You wouldn’t have to wait. Then You walked away and waved to me and when i couldn’t see You anymore i started crying.

i didn’t find out ‘til later that i had lost my bank card and on the bus to the airport You gave me all Your English coins so i could buy some food. i remember how lucky i felt when i realised that if You didn’t, i would have been stuck there.

You always take care of me, even when You don’t know it. When You are not here, no matter how sad or lonely i feel, i know that i will always feel safe because of You. And that makes me so very happy.

I accidentally wrote Drifloon as the response to my favourite Pokemon instead of Gengar. I feel like a traitor ;__;

i don’t like anyone else’s feet, but i don’t mind doing things with mine :3

i like giving but i don’t like receiving because Sir doesn’t really like to do it.

That would be hard ;__;

i’d say i’m indifferent about this actually. i would probably like it if i did it though.

uh..yeah that would be a turn on..

Ah..So today Sir said that He would like it if i were to do naughty things with another girl while He watched..

Ah- It’s scary because i only want Him .__.

but uh, it might be fun too..

But He also said that He would do naughty things with someone else to make me feel jealous and i did get jealous because i want to be His only little kitty..

But maybe that will also be fun >////>

(Source: stevezodiac2001, via busigkissemiss)